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Originally Posted by cashart10
Thank you for responding so quickly. My mind is not sharp right now. Maybe dysphoria? It’s likely the tears are anxiety but I rarely cry unless I’m very, very depressed and I feel like I could ugly cry. I seriously don’t know of a time when this uncontrolllable, painful anxiety didn’t accompany something. Have you ever wanted to be in your t or pdoc arms? Like just have them hold you? I realize that may not be normal but that is exactly how I am feeling. I wish I was with one of them right now.
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My pdoc hugs me every time I see her. Frankly I can't wait for the hug on Monday after everything I'm going through right now. She'll hug me while I cry as well and oh do I need that.
It could be dysphoria but could it be that you feel anxious and teary from anxiety and that is making you question your mood symptoms? I know I feel like my moods are everywhere right now and that I could qualify for depression but it's not depression, it's grief. But to me the symptoms of grief are frighteningly like depression. Does that even make sense? It does in my head but I'm not sure it does written out.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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