I am at work and I’m feeling better but still anxious. I talked w/my pdoc office and because she’s been out of the office so much, her first available appt is Feb 11th. I left a msg on her vm though so I’m pretty confident she will work me in as she has in the past. Either way, she will be calling me back tonight I am sure. I hope this quickly passes as, at least in the evening, it feels quite unmanageable.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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