I'm so sorry, Paraisiut39 Like I've already said in your previous thread, try to stand up for yourself if you can. Try to explain to your father that you're an adult and that you can take your own responsabilities. They can control your life only up to a certain point. You can still leave the house, drive your car, ecc. I'd suggest to save some money and move out as soon as you can. It's clear that you're struggling a lot. I'm so sorry. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better for you soon. Try to hang on. We're here for you. I hope writing here helps a bit. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Sending many hugs to you