Thanks, MIckey. I have online places where I discuss my interests (PC is one of them). BUt what bothers me more is that I should be able to chat with real people I meet daily. Mainly my students before we begin and after the lesson ends. Since I don't have a car, last year a lady drove me to her place by her car so I could teach her preschooler. Those 15 minutes in the car were hell for me. I wanted so badly to talk normally with her but I just felt so awkward. I did talk however it was very difficult and usually I felt like an idiot.

I'm not anxious or shy, I simply have no idea what to say. Sometimes I'm trying so hard to think what I should say next that I don't listen properly to them and then I say something totally off topic which is embarrassing.