It's day ten of my increased Wellbutrin and i don't feel anything yet. Doc said it might not work until two weeks so there's still some time for it to kick in. I don't think it will tho.

Such an absurd life, high as a kite for months, then down a dark hole for months. But i know there are many worse of than me. Self-hatred and boredom are starting to set in again. I was so sure i had bipolar beat, but here i wind up again, feeling lousy, inert.