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Old Jan 23, 2019, 11:39 PM
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I’m sorry for bombarding the board. I’m having a hard time and I have a massive and intense overwhelming fear about having a nervous breakdown that I am thinking will be realized. I pray I’m wrong. I am mixed up in this music tonight. Note that these songs are fierce, passionate and emotional so don’t listen if that might trigger you. But, I just wanted to share with you the consummate torment in my head and gut right now. The klonapin isn’t working and I can’t seem to fall asleep.

Sia-breathe me:


Ani Difranco-Grey:


Ani Difranco-Jukebox
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

Tori Amos ~ Crucify

Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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