My dog is my best friend and I'm about to lose her and and all of the emotions I'm feeling are really hard I don't know how I'm going to get through this and sit by her side but she's struggling but I don't know how I'm going to have the courage the day comes and I have to make that decision I'm having a really rough day really rough time. She's my best friend and she's by my side do some of my darkest moments in my brightest days she's listening to me I can talk to her I know that sounds crazy but I have a lot of conversations with her they've all been pretty much one-sided but once in a while she does trying you know speak up haha when she's gone I'm going to be lost I'm going to be alone I don't have many friends and my heart is aching cuz I don't know what to do