aries, maybe the reason you cant seem t get away is because there is some 'issue' where you are that needs to be dealt with?

anger is a hard one.... you sound like you have some good feelings tho.... the sadness part makes mre think that you want it all better... and feel overwhelmed... )brilliant einstein)

could you nurture the good feelings? set aside the pain? ... let the pain process little by little and stay goal - oriented towards a good outcome for everyne, even tho its frustrating and painful as heck?

sometimes it seems we really have to be the light of our own spirit... but, sometimes 'little' things occur to keep us hopeful.... having any of those?

hang in there....