I'm so sorry, JayAlex I understand it must be pretty confusing. Perhaps she just wanted to be kind and wish you a Merry Christmas, without necessarely thinking of having a conversation. I'm sorry if you were disappointed by this, try not to take it too personally. You still did a good thing by replying, and if she wants to reach out to you she knows where to find you. I hope you'll feel better soon. Friendships can be complicated unfortunately. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm always available if you need to talk. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you