I am sorry you are going through this as well. Do you see a therapist? They can help you straighten out your thinking.
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"Love you.
Take care of you.
Be true to you.
You are the only you,
you will ever know the best.
Reach for YOUR stars.
You can reach them better
than anyone else ever can."
Landon Clary Eason
Grateful Sobriety Fangirl Since 11-16-2007
Happy Sober Crafter