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Originally Posted by BirdDancer
Wander, what are you hoping (or expecting) your tdoc to say when and if he responds? Do you expect he'll defend himself? Apologize? Beg for your trust? Other? Perhaps he's trying to figure out his best approach. Either way, you've left your cancellation message.
If you are hypomanic and experiencing some irritable periods, I can say from my own experience that talking to me when I'm irritable/hypomanic is not easy. This is especially true when I'm wound up. It's often better for people to just leave me alone to calm down a bit.
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You got me there. I honestly don't know what I am expecting him to say. Maybe having his betrayal confirmed (as I suspect). This is why I am so panicked. Realising he is not someone I can trust is breaking me. I don't think I can bear it.
I have to stop posting for a bit. I am too confused and need to lay down although I don't want to. My ex-husband who is kinda looking after me for a few days is insisting. At least my body will rest for a few hours. My brain is on fire so good luck getting that to shut up.
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