Try to rest if you can, Wander. Don't stress yourself over it. No need to hurry. I'm glad your ex-husband is there for you at least. I hope your T will reply to you. Please don't give up. Try to hang on. I hope you'll feel better soon. As I've already said, I'm here for you if you need me. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm always available if you want to talk. Sending many hugs to you