i think its going somewhere Tymber....

the 'endless' cycle is getting old to me too...

im not sure its totally a guy thing, but yeah... i hear where you're coming from....

wanting things to improve myself...

you've done some good work at PC David... ive read your posts a while and you've been strong, caring, nurturing, and at times frail.... thats being human... thats being honest.... thats' facing it.....

i like the direction you're going with this.. thanks... some growth, some adjustments... acceptance.... could it all come together?