Colleen - sounds like you didn't 'cut yourself up' , yes? This just occured to me, with everyone's posts - that cutting when we are enraged over a particular issue is like branding *that* issue on to ourselves... and we don't want to have to look at ourselves and say "That (point to body part) is where that ex-friend did _________".
I'd never thought of it that way before.
Hope you are doing alright and that that issue has been washed away with the spring rains.
Hugs, Kiya