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Old Jan 24, 2019, 01:20 PM
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Originally Posted by WishfulThinker66 View Post
So, it has been a good week for indulging myself in my hobbies. My anxiety has lulled a bit allowing me to give myself some freedom. That is what it comes down to though, isn't it? The freedom to make a mistake. This is where the support of a good friend or partner comes in. It isn't just a matter of receiving encouragement. It is about getting that freedom from them to make a blunder. It is then that the creative process and hobby becomes so therapuetic - when we are not worrying about the end result.

This then is what I have been able to find the motivation and freedom to do. I see mistakes but I also see something nice. The process mostly gave me a measure of joy this week.
This is exceptionally good insight, my friend. Freedom to make a mistake can be a wonderfully productive measure and also provides a feeling of liberation. With no one person or outside objective to disappoint or let down, we can experience the freedom to truly be ourselves and really enjoy the task at hand.

The pictures are beautiful! You are very talented. Who is the little fella?
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