I'm so sorry for what you've been through, Alpha03 That's definitely a lot of stuff. I'm so sorry you're feeling hurt. My advice would be to just ignore them, cut off contacts with them (as some of them have already started doing apparentely) and just move on with your life. Yes, it does hurt when our own family rejects us, but I believe it's the best thing to do in some cases. We don't need more toxic people in our lives, after all. I'm so sorry, please don't give up. I hope you have some friends or other family member that are more supportive of you. Or any kind of support system IRL, really. I hope writing here helps a bit. I believe in you. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I hope you'll feel better soon. If it can help a bit... I'm here for you. I'll listen to what you have to say. I care about you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you