I hope if you do get fired, or perhaps quit (?), you'll be able to find another (better) job. Of course I don't know where you live, or how the job market is there. But here where I live it seems everyone is hiring. There are signs everywhere. I'm amazed by this because, when I was young & where I grew up, the only way you got a job was if you knew somebody who could get you in somewhere. Anyway... hope things begin turning more in your favor.