For different reasons, I thought the same of my pdoc yesterday. I left her a msg early and she didn’t call me back yesterday. I just knew she was thinking “if this damn lady calls me one more time!!!” But, she called me back fairly early today. She’s out of the office and I know she’s been at her parent’s in another state a few times lately. My mom said maybe one of them is in the hospital or something. It could be any number of things and still not personal.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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