Yeah that’s why I’m glad I don’t remember Y2K. Because it seemed a lot worse than 2012. I was scared out of my mind from 2008 right up until December 21st. It was so bad. I was so obsessed something would happen. I was having multiple therapists reassure me, staff from treatment centers, family. They were saying nothing would happen. I even wanted to call NASA and ask them about about it. I did contact an author though. I was scared shitless. I was literally not planning my life after December 21st. I got into a huge argument with my dad a couple nights before about something because I was so tense and nervous. Then nothing happened and this huge 4 year weight lifted off my chest.

I’ve been the complete opposite with my anxiety these past few years about stuff like that. I am not the same person. Now with all this talk about missiles and nuclear war, I’m all like “eh, what happens, happens. If it’s my time it’s my time.”