i found that God allowed the meds to assist me in being able to hear that silent still voice amongst all the chaos. I dont plan to know whats going on hon .... but i know that jesus died for all of us .... drugs or no drugs that ur decision but if the drugs can give u a little peace then allow them to do whatever they need to do

BTW i have been off meds since May 07 so u can also overcome anything with enough faith and understanding