I cannot believe this the wind was blowing over 45 hours all day long no power problems .Well I fell asleep about 10:30 tonight and when I woke up no tv no computer my heat is all messed up ,I dont know if it will go on but if it doesnt someone is getting a call in the morning,It would figure the power would go out when it was dark,I lost my temper but losing my temper is part of my anxieties,and mood disorder ya I also have very bad depression which didnt help the matter.and bipolar ,I am on meds for both of them.I am sure that witch next door didnt like it well to bad she always told me if I needed to yell yell.I dont need her lousy attitude or anybody elses around here,Why is it every single time we have a storm I have to go through this crap?Fear of losing power.I mean for crying out loud we have a generator,so I just dont understand I have to worry like this.Maybe it is because I am alone,I mean I do have other people living around me here.I know my fears are so very real like I told my friend I cannot go by one single day without worrying and being scared about something and I am sick and tired of it.From the time I get up I am scared and worried.It is like something inside of me needs to get out.I feel like my inner child is crying to come out.The only way I can relief this anger and stress is to yell and nobody around here seems to realize that.I absolutely have a fear of losing power and it goes out.I dont know why I feel this way maybe because I hate having to wait for everything to reboot.I feel sorry for the people around here,when we lose power the stove doesnt work,hurray my heat went on,I am so darn wound up I cannot get back to sleep ,this is spooky because I could see my tv going out way before it did,when u live alone you need your tv and pc.Losing them in the middle of the night doesnt help.