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Originally Posted by qwerty68
I am really tired of me.
I am a horrible hideous thing, I doubt I am even human most days. I have no purpose, no reason to be. But I still wish I could be worth something.
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I am sorry you feel this way but I can assure you, you are not horrible or hideous.
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I can't get help at the VA, all they want to do is give me drugs that have caused many issues, ranging from annoying to serious over the past 2 decades. I somehow qualify for medicaid but no one seems to take it around here, at least the few places that will actually respond don't. I tried the "Betterhelp" advertised here and I could afford 1-2 sessions a week but they said I am too screwed up for them.
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"drugs" is a wide, general term. Are you opposed to all medication or just certain ones? Have you had success with any? Do you think you have tried all the classes of drugs that would help? I do not know what better help is but did they actually tell you that you are too screwed up for them or is it just something you are inferring?
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You're not alone. Confidential help is available for free.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Call 1-800-273-8255
Available 24 hours everyday
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