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Old Jan 25, 2019, 09:22 AM
Madelaina Madelaina is offline
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Member Since: Jan 2019
Location: California
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Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky View Post
I'm glad you have a support system, Madelaina. Don't worry, I'm sure things will be ok. Just keep doing what you're doing. Things can and will get better. It takes time, but I'm sure you can do this. I believe in you. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm always available if you need to talk. Sending many hugs to you
Thank you!

I am so impatient. It feels like it takes longer to get better than the last times and this makes me panicky.
I don't know what time frames are "normal" or still in the expected range.

I slipped into it mid November (although early signs like feeling stressed and irritable etc were there a lot earlier) and it got really bad in December.
And now it's been two months and I am still not feeling like I am really really seeing me come out the other way.

I am so scared my brain is messed up for good and cannot recover - although I know this is an irrational fear.