How young are you, isotrope010? Perhaps your parents could help you with that. Have you tried to search some therapists near you on the Internet? Maybe that could help. Perhaps some members here could help you if you told them where you live. I hope you'll find what you're looking for. Therapy is important and can help a lot. Please don't give up. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you