it sucks that intensity feels so good doesn't it? It's a high of sorts.. and if you have never understood real genuine love before.. then this is like seeing an oasis when all you've know is desert. It's those moments which can lead to solid foundations when they build as kiya said.. or they can lead to perpetual high-chasing as i see in many people. The difference is often the choices you make. The fanastic vs the sublime... choose wisely.

you're at a cross-roads babe... you have within your grasp real tools to help make real change.. all you have to do is want it, for real. That's not to say there won't be pitfalls... today might infuriate you for all i know... but there is something there that wasn't and something about you has shifted. You may as well reach for it because you can't ever unknow what you know.

honest opinion? (as if i'd give you anything else) i think the increase recently in obsessive cutting, etc... i think it's a desperate attempt by that part of you that was..to hold onto itself, to stay in what it knew vs the unknown. Just mho...

much love doll face... i'll be on tonight.. please contact me.. k?