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Old Jan 26, 2019, 03:30 AM
captaineo captaineo is offline
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Originally Posted by mote.of.soul View Post
Hi,


I do know, and the answer is yes you do deserve to live and be happy, captaineo. And I can completely empathize with your heartbreak as well - it's a very downheartening, depressing feeling, a great longing in the heart from what I recall. But I don't have children so I can't relate to that side of your struggle so much - but of course I know it's obviously difficult for you.


Hang in there captaineo, what you're experiencing has been shared by others as well, believe it or not, and if you can just keep moving forward getting through each day at a time, I guarantee you one day you'll wake up going about your day and suddenly realize 'wow, I'm through.'


I find logging onto this site and relating to other peoples struggles very helpful as well.


Sending you support of spirit, captaineo.


Thank you so much for your kind note you guys make a lot of difference to me you all. My PDoc is a nice J guy and god bless him, but he is so pragmatic about his style, I mean he is just take these pills and see you next time ok?. No talk, no deep delving, or may be I am just asking too much and I should man up more. Is confusing at times, but some good words from you all make things clear. And clarity has so much to play. I wish there was a drink at the vending machine ‘Clarity’ I can just buy and zoommmm I am in the zone again. But this heart is knows the quest is to regain my children and may be even my ex who knows so I am playing loooonnn g game and if I I lose in the end I will accept it but with my hand on my chest I will say on my death bed at least I gave it my best to something that was very real to me. Any ways I am such a drama guy and I apologize but is also in my culture to speak so much like the mating guy from Ant Man ( love movies too ) god bless you all.
Hugs from:
Anonymous57363, mote.of.soul
Thanks for this!
mote.of.soul