He doesn't sound like good relationship material at all, marvelousness I agree with the others that you'v dodged a bullet by breaking up with him. I'm so sorry you've had do deal with him. I understand you feeling confused, but just knowthat you will get over it. Just take your time. Try to take care of yourself. You deserve much better than him. Please don't give up. I hope one day you'll be able to find someone that truly loves you for what you are. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Sending many hugs to you