As a child, he did not just raise his voice on me, but also beat me with the belt until I collapse crying for an hour or so after that. Not to mention the constant criticism and mocking of what I said and did. Now he cannot beat me (although I am sure he wish he could), but he still criticizes me, and raises his voice on me. I am limiting my interaction with him, but I keep thinking how he has treated me or would treat me if I go home and see them. I want to move on, but not sure how.
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