Hi Wander, I am sorry this must be scary for you to think your T is manipulating you. Have you considered calling him at his office next week? Maybe a direct conversation would go better. If he knows you are scared he might not even want to text you back for some reason, like what if it made you more upset? Not saying he handled it right, but perhaps talking it out could be better. I just confessed to my boyfriend I have been feeling a little paranoid myself as of late and it has partially been directed at him. We talked about it yesterday and it helped reassure me. Of course we are all different this just worked for me. I hope you feel better soon and things work out well.