Weaver, I'm sorry you struggle so hard and trust me, I understand. I'm not able to give you any advice but I hope you'll make the right decision which will be positive for you. Please keep sharing your thoughts here. It can be therapeutic... both recieving comments of others, but also reading your own posts. It helps you organize your thoughts and look at them more objectively. At least for me it sometimes has this effect.
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Complex trauma
Highly sensitive person
I love nature, simplicity and minimalism
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