I took a xanax at 4 am too, Christina! Knew I wasn't going to be able to fall asleep again, and am kind of sick of getting *maybe* 5 hours of sleep a night...

Well, I went on a hunt for the sneakers. At a giant mall. There are not enough curse words for how I feel about malls. I LOATHE them. (TG for ipods!!) And despite walking what must have been miles (foot not happy about that, though it is improved), no luck. Ugh and a half. I'm exhausted. There's one more place to call and see (it would be a VERY long series of bus rides, so much so that it shows as not do-able...probably because it would take hours. I'd need a totally free day to attempt it, but if they have them, I will!).

Going home now. Make something to eat. Maybe that will help. I HATE shopping. (All who believe all females love to shop take note, lol) ESPECIALLY when I know what I want...

That's been my day! Sorry for the ***** and moan, lol...

Oh, BP-wise, basically stable, a bit low, but I tried eliminating a med that it seems I need to put back in the mix...