Hello everyone hoped everyone had a lovely Satuday. I just love the weekends granted they always seem so short. I got to sleep in late which I love the weekend; I really loathe getting up at 6:30 to make myself presentable so when I get the options to sleep in until 8 or 9 I am all about that life.

I spend the day with M we got pizza and just hung around his place which sometimes it's nice not doing much of anything. We just kinda chilled on his couch we watched some of each others favorite movies and talking. It's moments like this that I just love; it really is the little things. I'm feeling myself fall for him more and more each day. He is such a kind gentle guy and I'm not used to that type at all. If we want to talk about my relationships all but S have turned out to be disastrous; where they were just all about themselves; a total jerk; and then the person who expected all the support but when it came to supporting me he couldn't do it.

My heart rate has been in some form of the 90's most of this week. It's so nice looking at my Fitbit or Pulse Ox and seeing halfway decent numbers and not feeling like my heart is trying to escape. I also haven't had any palpitations since he pulled me off those two medications. I'm no doctor but I'm pretty sure one of those medications was causing them. I feel great on this one pill and I am totally shocked that I am a Cardiac Med that is working that is lowering that is making me feel 'normal'. I keep waiting for the numbers to shoot back up but it's staying right around 95-100 which for someone with my heart condition those are very good numbers. M is thrilled seeing normal numbers; I mean I'm probably not ever going to hit the 70's he stays around but I'm happy with those numbers. I don't feel like my heart is trying to make a break for it.

I also went to my Aunt's house to help my nieces with their Valentine's Box; the eight year old wanted a Panda Bear and the ten year old wanted a elephant.

When I got home I took a shower and applied a face mask since it is the weekend and I usually try to paper myself on the weekend.

I plan on attending church again tomorrow; maybe not Sunday School but at least Church and afterward getting lunch out.

Hugs to everyone