That all seems so unethical to me. But then I too have run into my fair share of unethical therapists. I honestly don’t even know what to say, which from me... well, not too many people have heard that one! My experience with local clinics has been awful but you could try there. Or, some churches have therapists or their pastors do therapy if the religion part doesn’t bother you. I am so sorry you are going through this.