Thanks. I'm almost speechless too. And no one around me can believe any of this either so even people who say "reach out" "there's always help and hope" then when you dare to and tell the truth you just get dumped. It's too dangerous to reach out if people are going to do that to an abused woman who has been accused and even her therapists can't deal and are violating not just ethics and law but the entirety of belief in a decent humane world, the exact issues in therapy for someone abused. The second therapist actually said the first one was abusive toward me, something that shocked me. She was trying to help me not blame myself for 10 years of crazy boundary violations with a therapist in her own field that she knows. But she did the exact same thing. Why?