Yeah I've been waiting and been told the same old stuff it will get better it might get better. 15 odd years with a few good patches last 5 wanting to die everyday watching my already dead life disappear and know it's not coming back. 40ish now got nothing. Ex turning spiteful messing with my Dead Dad memory for the rest of my life tipped me over to a new level and I'm keep going further down and felt like I hit rock bottom years ago. And I'm not spending what ever left alone like this. I have a dog dam it who I love but deserves better than me and can't let him stave but once he's gone