Thank you so much for making this thread, BonsaiGuy! I hope it will help someone here at PC. Sharing our past stories can be helpful to see the growth and progress we've made throught the years, even if it's small. I'm so happy that you're in a better place now, and that you're here with us to share it! I know for sure that PC would already feel a lot emptier without your kind and supportive posts. Be proud of yourself! Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm always available if you need to talk. Sending many hugs to you