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Originally Posted by Thirty shades
My mother always blamed me for being born.
I was not the child she wanted. She wanted a dolly she could have control over.
I cried as a baby, baby TS new she was not loved...
She has passed now but all my life she would refer to that time saying "It is a wonder we both survived."
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I was not the child my parents wanted either. I was not good looking enough and I was gay. I was treated with neglect and abuse up until my mother passed.
Since then, I've had difficulty because she was so controlling and uncaring that in many ways my life revolved around her. I am trying to find my way but there are so many obstacles.
I have recently ordered a book on CEN - Childhood Emotional Neglect - and its affects. Have you visited that forum here at PC?