ok here is the deal ...
this weekend my son got married .. he dated her for 5 years - we love her etc.. however - at the rearsal i cried so hard practicing the minister was worried about me making it thru the wedding .
well i did make it thru the wedding .. but have been in total grief since.. crying jags that wont stop ...
his dad and i began our life together with him .. he has been away before many times ..handled that well ...just the marriage ... i crashed big time ... angry over lil things - snappy - then crying - feeling lost - racing thoughts etc... depression big time - i can hardly look at the photos..tonight the videos come in and having a gathering here for that.. i think i should hide up in my room and not watch it.. i am hurting so bad!! Is this normal?? SHouldnt i be happy?? i dont Get IT