First off, we aren’t diagnosed. In our mind there is a barrier between parts that keeps us all seperated, but we are also co-conscious where we can work as a group. We worked silently and secretly even to our selves as we vowed each other years ago when we were 15 (now 51). For some reason psychology has always been fascinating, especially when it came to MPD (DID didn’t exist then). Once we discovered each other we got scared and soon forgot about it after never looking in again. Jump to the future @ 45 years of age.... the proverbial cat got released. In short, all the inner chit chat and group thinking was once perceived as self talk by the conscious- but needlessly to say the switching kept us in a constant state of confusion and feelings of perplexity ....still does at times.

Being our system or I is always aware...we don’t experience missing time/memories...but parts to parts do. I don’t know who I is or ever will I don’t guess...I live in a constant state of dp/dr as an observer in mind through the eyes of the other parts. I don’t know if this makes sense...it kinda does to me.