I'm so sorry, Dnester I agree with all the others about talking to your therapist about this. Tell her all the doubts and fears that you have. Ask as many questions as you can. She's here to help you after all, and I believe it is your right to know what you feel you need to know. I agree with amandalouise that if you feel like you've been misdiagnosed, you could try to ask for a new diagnosis. I understand your confusion. Please don't give up. I hope things will better soon for you. Try to hang on. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I believe in you. Remember that we're here to support you. Keep writing here if it helps. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you