I'm afraid I said too much to my father. I'm having nightmares that he comes after me or my siblings with what I said. It wasn't bad, just maybe TMI but at the time it seemed ok. I had no way to know that within days he wouldn't be so confused and now I don't know if he remembered what I said. I don't know if he even remembers we were there.
I keep remembering the look in his eyes when we left and it was scary. I don't know if he was feeling hostile or if it was my memory of those eyes.
I'm feeling really anxious about this.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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