(((((Thirty shades)))))
Please don't think like this. You have been very supportive to me on many occasions, I am really grateful to you, so never ever think if you should have ever been born.
Well, I, on the other hand, am very fat....my upper limbs are horribly fat...I feel sad too. I feel ugly and old. I was slim and pretty some years back....that makes it more difficult for me to accept myself AS IS.
Much love and hugs to you.