I guess I forgot about everyone else individually. My one friend said that he and I have had the same standpoint on everything for I don't know how long. Which is kind of spooky to think about. For the two of us, things could've happened way sooner than this.

I suppose I should talk to him. I considered the reason for his erectile issue might be out of discomfort, but I don't know why he would lie and tell me he was comfortable with it. I'll feel terrible if everyone's lying and it was just a big game of Chicken with no winner.

My girl friend, I worry about a little. She claims she doesn't feel guilty or have regrets or whatever. But I don't know where her limits were beforehand, and I don't know if perhaps she pushed them a little.

I'm not sure what changed so that suddenly I wasn't the only one comfortable with everything.

Maybe I'm kind of naive when it comes to emotion and sex. I tend to separate the two issues, so I'd appreciate if someone could explain how this could end up hurting one of my friends.