I'm glad you've decided to start taking meds again, bluebicycle! I hope you'll be able to find the right meds combination for you. Wow, your old therapist was really inappropriate. I hope your new T is much better than that! I think so, since you've decided to follow his advice. Also, I think you have every right to share your doubts with your T about what your Pdoc said, although I understand you don't want to get into trouble. Still, if it's bothering you, I think it's worth bringing it up. That's just my opinion, though. The final decision is up to you. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm always available if you need to talk. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you