It doesn't make sense because it doesn't make sense. Yes, so no one believes me so when I reach out even here no one knows what to say. It's clear that it is so outrageous that people probably think I'm making it up, getting it wrong, or am delusional. I am thus trapped even in simple attempts to get basic reassurance.

It is a totally screwed up situation and no one wants to hear let alone help.


An attorney took the case pro bono, finally got public defender status just a few weeks ago when the arrest happened in May. His father was a cop and has PTSD so he is quite understanding and informed about police procedures. He is clear that these police have a bias and have been doing this for a long time mostly because of the first therapist and my partner's status in the community. He is clear that there really shouldn't be a case at all and it is a terrible waste of tax dollars and distress to two vulnerable disabled people that no one seems to care about killing. He is clear that I will win. But he can't do anything else.