Things I cannot do because of him

Drink a glass of milk without permission
Drive
Have any kind of discussion on anything
Drink a Diet Coke (those are your mother’s @#$&amnit)
Get a ride to the store for dinner
Go anywhere without explicit permission

Why. You ask?
Because he is controlling, angry old man who wants completely control every part of my life. I am a 39 year old woman , who this man will not let grow up. He never speaks to me like a human. I am in remission, I just got a job. But I’m terrified this man will throw me in the abyss.