so you had an up day. up days happen =) then back to our lives, eh? eventually you may have more up days with the "better" self. and you may not.
let all those expectations slide off your shoulders. perhaps your t was more amused and shocked than what you percieved him as? we can never really know what our t's are thinking about us at any given time.
you'll be fine - ok? just be yourself- wherever you're at.
it will be ok.
let us know!
Kiya