She wrote back. She said, "unless I take a huge downturn, I don’t expect to be back in months. The three months was to wave off new clients that I’m not prepared to take at this time. I meet with the doctor on Friday and will know more about when to come back, but it probably will be weeks, not months.

I’m not sure what to say about phone sessions. You could try one and see what happens. Or if you think it will worsen your ”cravings,” and I’m using that word deliberately, maybe it’s better not to start. I think you’re going to have to feel it out.

Weren’t your speech and other symptoms related to a disease? Unfortunately I don’t remember.

I should know more by Monday [she means NEXT Monday] and communicate it."
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I think what I will do is....have a good cry, and see how I feel after that.