I am in copious amounts of pain with frustration. As I have a kidney infection and mental health centre didn’t care to be compassionate today about me not coming for a group therapy session but threatened me instead. That’s the frustrated part there is also a cognitive issue part where I have been 4 days prior to the kidney infection diagnosis seemed like I was hearing one thing and saying another but some times it wouldn’t come out as anything either. So when it rains it definitely pours in my life.