I believe you and can relate to the experience of having people think “no way that much has happened to one person! She must be exaggerating!” My family calls it “Scorpio problems.” I’ve had more than one abusive T (in different ways than yours). Sometimes the truth is stranger than fiction.

I’ve also had people say “reach out” and then, when you try, they drop the ball. It really, really sucks. I’m now at the point where I don’t think therapy is helpful for a lot of people. I know it is right for some, but it’s not right for everyone. It often does more harm than good. I don’t know what to suggest, but I just want to say I believe you and empathize.